the first two weeks on the wide open seas
its been about two weeks since i have been on this massive vessel. i can see where people loose their minds on these cruises. as of this second i am sippin on a smirnoff ice at some janky cafe out side in the hot gloomy wet jungel of panama. it is quite ghetto here but i still like it.
the food is good on the ship, i just wish they had more broccoli. im surprised to see how many options they have to eat. there really hasnt been one day that i have gone hungry becasue the lido is pretty much ALWAYS open. -they had flan one day, i litterally creamed my pants. there is fresh OJ in the morn, good ice cream(sometimes even black cherry!), some decent asian foods, sandwhich bar, and a pasta bar that is open till 12.
but thats enough about the food. the people are pretty sweet. there are some people i have become really fond of. they cast is okay, just somethings that push my buttons a little. im liking getting my alone time. i just go up on the back deck and try to get away from the cardboard box of a room i live in, and to add on top of the small room there is pretty much THREE people living in it since my room mate found boy toy. just a little awkward to me when i come out of the shower and the other man is laying on the bottom bunk with only his underwear.
its difficult to find someone i relate to on this ship. ya, i get along with everyone but there is really no one on this ship i can actually talk to. And the one person who i actually get along with the most is leaving at the end of this week. he is an extemely stupidly talented singer and guitair player. he reminds me a lot of my best friend which is probably why i like him so much. i just wish he wasnt leaving so soon, im going to miss him
And speaking of missing….. I Fucking miss my Boy friend so much!!!!! I cry a little everynight. but i will see him soon enoough hopefully
